my last chemo

I honestly never thought that this day would come.  I had my 8th and last chemo treatment yesterday.  I remember feeling so overwhelmed in February when I was just starting.  I felt so awful and didn't know if I could do it!  But I have, with the help from my family and so many friends!  Maddie got to come with me this last time.  Each of the kids got to come with me once.  I wanted them to see what the nurses did and meet my doctor.  I wanted them to see that I am in good hands and they are taking good care of me.  I have to admit that I wanted to do something crazy, like a cartwheel, on the way out of the building.  A giant load has been lifted from my shoulders.  I've been told by others that I will feel better and better and the days and weeks go on, that I will feel like my old self again.  Can't wait for that!

There it is, my empty Taxol bag! 

I've met many friends along the way that have changed my life, friends that are still going through what I've been through.  My heart and prayers go out to you everyday!  I am so grateful for what I have learned from you, and I hope in some way I can be a strength to you as well!  All my love!