Time for a SCAN!

Tomorrow is my CT scan, so I can't eat breakfast.  But I do get to drink 2 big bottles of barium sulphate spread out over the 1 ½ hours before my appointment.  It's the berry smoothie flavor, I call it "disgusting."  I've had some anxiety over this scan, knowing that it will be really great news or really bad for morale.  We're praying . . . it sure would be great to get good news and know that all the emotions, and side effects, the worry, the hair loss, and tears and heartache was worth it!  I'll update again when I know what's up.