First, I have to thank Amy for coming today so we could go to the temple.  She is always so willing, we're so grateful for her!  I had another rough night/morning, so we got off later than we planned but we still got there.  I'm not sure what to do about this sleep stuff.  Chemo is the most stressful thing I've ever done in my life!  I have a lot of anxiety about how I feel physically and my ability to take care of the little kids, even on the "off" weeks when I think I'll feel better.  The doctors are quite liberal about just taking pills to make sleep happen, but the nurses are much more conservative.  They don't want me dependent on a pill, and neither do I, but I really need to sleep well.  If you are reading this, will you pray that I can be guided to the best solution for me?

We decided to just hang out tonight and watch a movie.  I had Mat go get "Miracle" about the 1980 USA hockey team winning gold.  It is a great movie!  I have another fever tonight, 102.6, so Mat called the doctor and had another antibiotic called in.  I'm not sure why the fevers keep coming back.  I don't have a cough, congestion, sore throat, or anything else that might be obvious.  So, I'll add that to the stack of stuff I'm taking already.