I was wondering what I should write today.  Mat suggested I tell you all how cool he is!  He is really cool!  He is my rock right now.  Honestly, I'm not sure I could do this without his love and support.  I am so grateful for him!  I love you Mat!!!

I went to church today and it wore me right out!  I came home completely exhausted and took a long nap.  I am amazed at what these chemicals do to me.  I am amazed that people have been surviving cancer for many decades having these chemicals pumped into their bodies!  Occasionally I feel overwhelmed by how rotten I feel, but I never wonder if it is all worth it.  By the time the baby turns one (end of June), I'll be finished with all of my treatments and beginning to feel great again.  I can't wait for that day to come.  : )  I have always tried to live life to the fullest.  I try not to wish away the not-so-fun stuff ("I'll be happy when . . ."), but this is one trial I'll be grateful to have behind me.  And may it stay that way FOREVER!!!

We invited our friends over for dinner tonight.  We had a big frozen lasagna and decided if we didn't get some help eating it, we'd be eating it all week!  It is always fun to have distractions from feeling yucky, so thanks for coming Singleys!  We went up and visited my mom tonight, for another distraction.  Tomorrow it will be one month since my dad died.  I think she's doing pretty well, under the circumstances.  I want to put together a book of all my dad's photos, the awesome talks from the funeral, his program, etc.  I think it would be great to have something that each family can have that has all that stuff in one place.  Besides, I need a project to keep me distracted, so maybe I'll start soon!

p.s.  I just figured out that I can only send my followers messages through the blog if I am a follower of the blog too.  That's why you see my picture among the others.  Sorry it took me so long to figure out, this technology stuff is way over my head!