It's really late, so I'll be brief!  I've had a fever and been really tired today, I've taken two naps.  I just couldn't shake it.  I'm a little anxious about going in tomorrow for treatment, knowing how I'll feel afterward.  I had Mat give me a blessing, that always helps.  He was able to come to the first two treatments, but not tomorrow.  Mary is going to drive me, which I appreciate so much!  Going by myself would be a complete drag (not to mention I probably shouldn't drive after they've given me all those drugs anyway).

I decided a while back to type up something to put up in my room that reminds me of what we have to look forward to after I'm done with treatments, tonight it's finally done.  I was spending too much time thinking about how hard this is (and it is, but I don't have to focus on that part!)  I was originally thinking a big, fabulous vacation somewhere would be appropriate.  Now I'm thinking that is too complicated.  Our plan is to spend some time at my sisters cabin down south, the Manti pageant, camping at Albion Basin, Raft for the Cure in Moab (http://www.raftforthecure.com/ - will be just me and Mat), and Survivors at the Summit (http://www.cancer-wellness.org/).  I'm still planning on the Ogden Half and Race for the Cure as well, but I won't be quite done at that point.  So, there you have it.  I'm looking past the yucky and focusing on the fun stuff after.  : )